It's not going well!


I’m a freelancer with a family, and I’ve been looking for a full-time position since the beginning of this year. But I feel stuck.

Sometimes I wonder, “Maybe I don’t really need a permanent job,” or “Would it even be a problem if I didn’t get hired?” I also dislike overly busy work styles.

Nowadays it’s not that I’m dissatisfied with my freelance work, and I’m not really struggling with it. I’m just worried about my overall career. We can live a modest life in local city in Japan. but days of constant inner turmoil. I have to grow. I want to aim for my next goal! I want to use English in my main job!!!

So today, I'll keep working on my tasks.Let’s carry on sincerely.
Think about it every day.

Comments

  1. Bumi Tours Blog SiteSeptember 30, 2025 at 10:16 PM

    It may be difficult to live in world of noises now-a-days. Focusing on what you want to do and narrowing your aim can keep you on track without being distracted. I hope things go well.
    Regards

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